給書玄

書玄是我在八卦版認識的第一個也是唯一在八卦版認識的朋友，                       
我跟他會認識是因為他分享關於血癌的文章，                                       
那時候看到覺得這人意志力好堅強簡直就是打不死的蟑螂，                           
聊着我生命中另一位血癌朋友的故事                                               
http://metawilo.blogspot.tw/2013_02_01_archive.html                            
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
前陣子我才因為自己的狀況不太好，                                               
跟書玄丟了水球，有點小抱怨自己低迷的心境，                                     
因為我自己是罕見疾病雷伯氏遺傳性視神經萎縮症的患者，                           
回診的時候少看了一行視力檢查表，等於我戴上眼鏡只有0.3，                        
本來開開心心地回診，想說應該不需要再做什麼檢查，維持現狀就是進步了，           
沒想到一檢查出退步的結果，醫生就很緊張，陸續幫我安排了很多檢查。

書玄建議我找時間多練習白手杖，至少在自己有準備的狀況下去適應會比較快，         
畢竟還沒有癱瘓，不管怎麼樣總可以學著自己獨立生活個幾天，                       
不管怎樣還是要工作，還是要照顧自己，要學著自立自強，                           
真的不行就打119，那陣子我時常發高燒。                                          
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
雖然我們沒有見過面，但是我們總在臉書上、ptt、ptt2上互相關心著，                
真正的痛苦是只有自己能夠承受，誰也幫不了你。                                   
                                                                               
                                                                               
但是書玄上我最敬佩的地方是他痛苦著，卻又在痛苦之餘快樂地幫助他人，             
就算他的狀況再糟糕，他總是相信自己可以撐得過來，我們也都這麼的相信著！         
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
Bro！！你要撐住，這麼多難關，這麼多這麼痛苦的時光都挺過去了，                  
這次這關也給我挺過去，未來也都一直給我們挺過去！                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
你有你的北鼻在照顧你，也有我們祝福著你，關關難過關關過！                       
                                                                               
                                                                               
活著！我還要等著跟你一起嘴賤阿！                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
最後送你 食指 的 相信未來這首詩，                                              
請大家幫我推個：書玄，我們都相信你撐得過去，撐住！                             
                                                                               
                                                                               
　　當蜘蛛網無情地查封了我的爐台，                                             
　　當灰燼的餘煙嘆息著貧困的悲哀，                                             
　　我依然固執地鋪平失望的灰燼，                                               
　　用美麗的雪花寫下：相信未來。                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
　　當我的紫葡萄化為深秋的霧水，                                               
　　當我的鮮花依偎在別人的情懷，                                               
　　我依然固執地用凝露的枯籐，                                                 
　　在淒涼的大地上寫下：相信未來。                                             
                                                                               
　　我要用手指那湧向天邊的排浪，                                               
　　我要用手掌那托住太陽的大海，                                               
　　搖曳著曙光那支溫暖漂亮的筆桿，                                             
　　用孩子的筆體寫下：相信未來。                                               
                                                                               
　　                                                                           
　　我之所以堅定地相信未來，                                                   
　　是我相信未來人們的眼睛－－                                                 
　　她有撥開歷史風塵的睫毛，                                                   
　　她有看透歲月篇章的瞳孔。                                                   
                                                                               
　　                                                                           
　　不管人們對於我們腐爛的皮肉，                                               
　　那些迷途的惆悵；失敗的苦痛，                                               
　　是寄予感動的熱淚，深切的同情，                                             
　　還是給以輕蔑的微笑，辛辣的嘲諷。                                           
                                                                               
                                                                               
　　我堅信人們對於我們的脊骨，                                                 
　　那無數次的探索、迷途、失敗和成功，                                         
　　一定會給予熱情客觀、公正的評定，                                           
　　是的，我焦急地等待著他們的評定。                                           
                                                                               
　　朋友，堅定地相信未來吧，      
　　相信不屈不撓的努力，                                                       
　　相信戰勝死亡的年輕，                                                       
　　相信未來，熱愛生命。                                                       
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
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